No one cares here for you. No one is bothered about what you want from your life, what makes you happy. Everyone is so fucking convinced that they know what you need and they spend their and your lifetime forcing it on you. They would never realize the pain you go thru in this life. The pain that you go thru living the life that they feel is good for you.
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Remember one thing, no one really needs you - no one. This world is too big for that. And if you cant be with yourself, how can you be of any use to any one anyways?
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I sometimes curse myself for taking most of the decisions of my life. But what would I be if i hadnt taken them? Would i be seeing the life the way i see it now? Or may be, i am just trying to convince myself? Because I would have seen something else anyways. Does it really matter? Does life has any meaning over here? Does it tell us anything?Do we ever learn? Isnt it all about what we need - to be happy? Whatever gives us a high? Thats what we all need right? We want to get high - Ego, Power, Money, Love, Sex, Drugs, Cars, isnt it enough? Where is the scope for emotions here? What is the meaning of life here? Why do we then spend half of our lives crying?
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Another thing though is the Questions that our life asks and we badly need the answers - does he love me? Does he need me? Am I popular? Am i good enough? how do i look in a crowd?... Sometimes, sadly, we never get the answers. Our, we dont want to listen, Because its been told to us by our friends/families - dont give up, you are too good to be a looser. So we never listen. We choose not to listen. We wont listen to the answer, if thats not what we wanted to listen.
